Sunday, December 13, 2009

What has changed.?????????



20 years... is a long span...
well im 20 years old...or should i say young.....
looking bak.....i see dat ..... so much has changed...
i used to think i was the only one in the world .... who was real.... everything around me was made up...for my believing.......I used to think children were born after marriage just like dat....(now i know "dat aint true alright"... lol)...
i had a different perception on god....on religion....on politics...on every thing.....
i though there was no such thing as evil or good...
i din know dat"not everyone who shits on u is ur enemy...and...
not everyone who takes you out of shit is ur friend"...
i knew not bak then that...girls would become cuter and would play hard to get in real time......
peeping under skirts was played off as a joke...now its blue eye'able.....
we learnt wat we should do and what not...we lost our freedom and gained some as well...
we were taught ...hate not thy neighbour....
but now...i dont mind if he dies.....ill have t compete with one less of a person...
i never...thought love would hurt.....
couldnt believe the lyrics of common Pyaar filled hindi songs...till i came t realization and it dawned upon me.....dat shit is real ...
status and stature..came into existance out of nowhere....
thought every one was the same...but i was wrong....
corruption started from birth...we learned t hate.......
Never thought people could fake so much to gain a little...
....
as i wind up i see...
'nothing has changed....only now i know that there are things that i did not know of...they just came into existence 4 me.....'

Monday, November 2, 2009

Dancing .... Language of the expressive soul...




Sa re ga ma pa dha ni sa.
Do Rey mi fa so la ti do.
Boom Boom Pow.
.........These are the sounds of music,melody,vibe,....for some.. this is the meaning of life....
It is rightly said that actions speak louder than words...
Dance.meaning..a sport of moving ones body to music or melody.
but it holds a much deeper meaning ....
It is the language of the expressive soul....
One feeling lonely or sad expresses oneself by swaying..by moving swiftly..or just stepping to and fro..
The Flirts will..move to impress and show off their skills on foot....
The Old couple will do the close waist to shoulder dance..and move softly...
The Romantic ones will..be the hottest on the floor with a wide range of steps and various air lifts....
The Poppers will be the crowd pullers..lockin and popin..their way..into the night..
The hopeless ones try to ape their party-mates...try to move like they do but though they might not look good doing it ,they do feel good...
And then there are those who dance like no one else is watching ..they put their all into it ,,its like a feeling of being high!!! they have no concerns....they never think about (what mom said,,What their girl was complaining about,or what problems one has with their boy friends)
all these thoughts are blocked off...
it is not a compulsion 4 u to know how to move and grove properly...learnin is nothin but feeling good about ur self....
but if u wanna learn..then hey!, whatever makes you happy!!!!!!!!
because it is just a way of expression...u do not need to be guided...they are your expressions...
.....Do remember that...
OPPORTUNITIES IN LIFE DANCE WITH THOSE ALREADY ON THE DANCE FLOOR!!!!!!!
Watya waitin 4 get ur dancin shoes on and let the music play..........


Sunday, November 1, 2009

Through the eyes of a backpacker....


A place is best described by a traveler on foot......
finding' time and deciding to get packing and get out ...that's what is called the traveling spirit
...getting Ur backpack ready and fastening da bag over ur shoulders....u get a feeling of growing wings ...u wish u could fly....well though capital is a bit of a problem, you say t urself..."hey i can hitch a ride"..coz uve got no one with you to tag along so u don't need t bother. well moving around places u get to see all kinds of people...there are those who talk politely and then there are those who hate ur guts, and give hostile remarks ..but being an outsider calls 4 a special ability to take in any sorts o hostile taunts or things like that..but that's the fun of it .......
on ur way if u spot a hottiee u try t make excuses t talk t him r her...u go to them and ask a random question ....can i know what time it is.....(though u have a phone and a watch..u still do):-P
or u ask " excuse me, may i know which bus am i to take to get to so n so"....u talk 4 a minute and feel happy that u got a story t tell t ur pals bak home and elsewhere (u can always add spice to the story..);-P
u see people quarreling outside of a store and make up ur own stories of how they could have started the fight but still keep walkin ....
the idea of all of this is to get ur head outta ur daily boring chores and your monotonous lives ...
seeing new places and meeting new people gets ur mind going on how different ppl from different families and different casts or creeds work in harmony with the city...the crowd is what gets the city to life...thus you tend to assess the differences uve found in the people..from city to city thus you look at the larger picture...u get the idea that all the cities are also together..cos a place is what the people make of it....
thus is this all ..i dont think so!!! coz u dont know what u will notice on the next curve....so
GET PACKIN!!!!!!!

Friday, October 30, 2009

if i had a time machine......


What if .....You had a time machine and could use it only for one trip....
Well.....what would i do??....NOTHING!!!!!.....
Because ...im not sure wat i would do or say if i went bak and met Gandhi.......tell him how his dreamz suked big tym......or tell Martin luther king..that ppl only spoke about him but never tried to live his dream..
Would i go bak to Newton and make him eat that apple and shut the hell up.....
would i go to Boston and stop those planes from taking off.....
well the truth is i would have gone to times wen i wanted to say something or do something but could not muster ma guts bak den and live the moment again...but would it change my present...would i still be where i am....will i look like me..or become the Shadow of my own life.....
thus i would not take the risk coz i may not be happy with how things are going...
but im okey with it coz..im content with what i have or am....
well what would you do..........GOD SPEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Life as we know it.


Well ...life can be a bitch and can also be an angel at the same time...U think things are going the way u planned them to be..but then waitup Mr,ur in for a surprise coz jus around the corner there is something that is gonna screw ur happiness..wishing for the pain to pass only makes it worse.
One needs to feel the pain and get up again.
People might tell you what to do and wat not to,but though u think u wont screw up this time ur subconscious mind does something that u refuse to take responsibility for..it goes like "i don't know how it happened but i tried".....
The truth is that we should stop living in others shadows and face who we are,be it any thing.Being oneself can be bad in some cases but it cant get worse.Pretending t be what we are not will get onto us some day.Thus being true to oneself is what matters,bcoz others are just variables in this equation called life..........